carney
Sep-02-08, 06:09 AM
Hey, Over the past month my passion and obsession for tricking has become unhealthy, I use to be able to hold a conversation with someone and not have to bring up tricking, But the last few days i just cant get tricks out of my mind and every time someone is talking i just randomly come up with something to do with tricking.
I cant sleep at night because i just keep analyzing my tricks and what i need to do to change set's and gain more height and power and ways i can execute, I don't do school work cause i just get on the computers and come on TT or go to the oval and have sessions, Hell i talk to my mum about tricks now i stream Combo's off to her even though i know she has no idea in the world what i am on about.
I recently purchased things like calcium tablets and am eating better and doing everything i can to become stronger and more healthy. When im not able to trick be on TT be writing in my trick exercise book i am either thinking about tricks or standing around doing dynamic stretches in the hall way and doing Static passive stretches every night before bed.
But the worst news, Im not finding tricking very fun anymore, Im becoming a perfectionist if i do a cork / Slant / B-twist and fall out of it, If it didn't feel like the wow factor in the motion to me i am getting really disappointed. This perfectionism has started putting me in bad moods and people are realizing im becoming more uneasy after tricking sessions.
My Girlfriend has picked up on how bad i am getting and is really worried about me, She is coming to trick(Learn some kicks) with me tomorrow to try and get me just having fun again and enjoying tricks. This got really serious after my other tricker friend has basically stop tricking with me as he rathers drinking and smoking pot these days. When i trick by my self i have no one to talk to so everything gets serious, im either getting frustrated or when i do find a trick that felt amazing there is no one there with the wow feedback, This has started causing me to become a perfectionist and desire to want more satisfaction.
Enough with this essay, But what do people advise me do. I know im basically a faggot for being so serious, But tricks have seriously become over %90 of my life. And i do love you all haha.
I cant sleep at night because i just keep analyzing my tricks and what i need to do to change set's and gain more height and power and ways i can execute, I don't do school work cause i just get on the computers and come on TT or go to the oval and have sessions, Hell i talk to my mum about tricks now i stream Combo's off to her even though i know she has no idea in the world what i am on about.
I recently purchased things like calcium tablets and am eating better and doing everything i can to become stronger and more healthy. When im not able to trick be on TT be writing in my trick exercise book i am either thinking about tricks or standing around doing dynamic stretches in the hall way and doing Static passive stretches every night before bed.
But the worst news, Im not finding tricking very fun anymore, Im becoming a perfectionist if i do a cork / Slant / B-twist and fall out of it, If it didn't feel like the wow factor in the motion to me i am getting really disappointed. This perfectionism has started putting me in bad moods and people are realizing im becoming more uneasy after tricking sessions.
My Girlfriend has picked up on how bad i am getting and is really worried about me, She is coming to trick(Learn some kicks) with me tomorrow to try and get me just having fun again and enjoying tricks. This got really serious after my other tricker friend has basically stop tricking with me as he rathers drinking and smoking pot these days. When i trick by my self i have no one to talk to so everything gets serious, im either getting frustrated or when i do find a trick that felt amazing there is no one there with the wow feedback, This has started causing me to become a perfectionist and desire to want more satisfaction.
Enough with this essay, But what do people advise me do. I know im basically a faggot for being so serious, But tricks have seriously become over %90 of my life. And i do love you all haha.