Spectral
Oct-05-08, 08:44 PM
and her name is Gainer. A long time ago, for a while, she was mine, and I loved her. I always thought she looked really great, from the first day I saw her. There was just something about her style that made her really unique, really graceful. She was pretty popular, and everybody would do her. They all told me she was easy, but with me she played hard-to-get.
It took me a while, but I finally built up the nerve to pursue her. It was pretty rocky at first, and there were quite a few instances where I crashed and burned, where my attempts to get her failed horribly. Eventually, my hard work and persistence paid off, and I won her over.
For a while, things were great. I would show her off to my friends, and I would do her everywhere; on the grass outside, at the gym when nobody was looking, at shows. I was so proud.
But I was an asshole. I wasn't really satisfied with the way she looked, I would see other people in videos, on the street, and at the gym, and I wished my Gainer looked like theirs. So I tried to change her. Looking back now, at old footage of my Gainer, what she used to be, I realize how foolish I was.
One day things just stopped working between us, I still don't know why. It could have been because I had been messing around with this one girl named Windmill on the bad side of town. I had nailed Windmill's sister on the good side, and I was curious. Whatever the reason was, I tried to do Gainer, and she rejected me, dumped me on my head. A couple more attempts were met with similar disaster. My confidence shattered, I gave up, and lost her forever. Or so I thought.
Lately, I've been messing around with this new girl. She doesn't look like my Gainer from before, but they share some similarities. I'm really liking the way things are coming along between us, and I've got high hopes for the future. I try to study, and all I can do is think of her.
Only time will tell. I think I like her better than my old one.
It took me a while, but I finally built up the nerve to pursue her. It was pretty rocky at first, and there were quite a few instances where I crashed and burned, where my attempts to get her failed horribly. Eventually, my hard work and persistence paid off, and I won her over.
For a while, things were great. I would show her off to my friends, and I would do her everywhere; on the grass outside, at the gym when nobody was looking, at shows. I was so proud.
But I was an asshole. I wasn't really satisfied with the way she looked, I would see other people in videos, on the street, and at the gym, and I wished my Gainer looked like theirs. So I tried to change her. Looking back now, at old footage of my Gainer, what she used to be, I realize how foolish I was.
One day things just stopped working between us, I still don't know why. It could have been because I had been messing around with this one girl named Windmill on the bad side of town. I had nailed Windmill's sister on the good side, and I was curious. Whatever the reason was, I tried to do Gainer, and she rejected me, dumped me on my head. A couple more attempts were met with similar disaster. My confidence shattered, I gave up, and lost her forever. Or so I thought.
Lately, I've been messing around with this new girl. She doesn't look like my Gainer from before, but they share some similarities. I'm really liking the way things are coming along between us, and I've got high hopes for the future. I try to study, and all I can do is think of her.
Only time will tell. I think I like her better than my old one.